Memories Through Fiction
My journey through my past lives has been a long and ongoing one. In the very beginning, I had difficulty accessing them. I tried everything from deep meditation, visualization techniques, scrying, and even guided meditations. Nothing worked until I began clearing my chakras one by one until they were clear enough to give me my first memory in a dream format. It was as if it had opened the floodgates after that as so many different, and traumatic memories came to me so easily through media that reminded me of what happened.
At first, it was difficult to figure out what parts of the fictional stories I enjoyed were what happened or what wasn’t. It annoyed many of my friends and I no longer have a close bond with them. I regret those days now that I am not on speaking terms with some of them any more. However, I know why I have always felt that I needed to know these lives now. It is my fate to learn from my own past to ensure nothing bad that I did in those lives ever happens again.
However, since I’ve moved to the UK, everything is so much clearer. The reason I was meant to remember these lives is to guide others with their own past life journeys. I learned through research and experience that there is no right or wrong way to learn personal past lives. I’ve been able to help people in the Pagan and Witchcraft society that I am active in learn ways to figure out their past lives. Some of which come from the same method I learned about mine. I was able to help them figure out which parts are true and which parts are not when comparing certain characters or stories to their past lives.
Many of the past lives I’ve remembered so far I found were actually part of stories I had written long before I began remembering things. For example, the pirate story of Sabean Sycamore. I never knew where the name came from, or even the story I had originally come up with. It turned out that I was her as a pirate, and obviously I was not well known as I was a female pirate captain. History does not exactly care about many female leaders do they?
Another thing I realized is that there is a strong possibility that she had Dissociative Identity Disorder. I had always been fascinated with that illness specifically, and never knew why until I realized this. I believe I may remember her alter’s names: Scarlet the prostitute alter (protection against the men who caused her to develop the illness), Sabrina the child alter, and John the father-like alter. There might have been another, more chaotic alter, but I am unsure if they existed or it was just my imagination and a fictional part of Sabean’s personality in her story.
Past life memories do not have to be just a fun thing to find out about yourself. I always felt as if something was missing throughout my life. The moment I began remembering these lives that large hole began to fill in my heart. It made me understand why I have a lot of fears in my life, and as I let the memories go I’ve found that I do not fear them as much anymore. For example, I do worry about my body being unable to conceive children as I get older since I really want children, but after my latest life-altering trip to Glastonbury I no longer worry about it as much anymore.
In all, I believe that remembering past life memories through things that happen in fiction is an extremely valid way of doing things. There is no wrong way to do so in my opinion as long as you can figure out truth from fiction.
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